My name doesn't matter,but its gabby and i'm an old soul from massachusetts. i'm a lonely soul. my religion is transcendentalism. I consider myself indie of sorts. I'm the kind of person you would see at a tiny, unknown bookshop day after day with a laptop some tea and a pile of books. my soul is old so i don't fit in where i live, i don't have anyone i can really connect with.I am currently battling with depression,and social anxiety.I am also in a battle with self-harm.I am currently losing this battle but i am determined to come out on the other side.I hope to change the world one day, but i am not perfect so bear with me if i stumble on the way there but know I will never give up my fight to mean something to this world. I want to matter.my favorite past times are reading,writing,listening to music,drinking tea,painting,drawing and listening to thunderstorms. I aspire to be an anthropologist,who focuses on Pre-Columbian civilizations. I may be sixteen on the outside but on the inside I'm in my mid twenties. this causes many problems in my social life,or there lack of. My best friend is my cat,cocoa. He understands me better than any human could.He sits on my lap while I read and he sits at my feet as I write.I don't know what I would do if I lost him.He's everything to me.I have had a bad case of wanderlust since the day I was born. I was born early because I wanted to explore. I wish to travel to exotic lands.I aspire to travel to each and every country before I die. My dream college is George washington university in d.c.. I am the worlds biggest history buff, so my job choice is ideal.I am a dreamer but i can, and will make my dreams a reality. well, goodbye, if anyone is out there my soul is always up for listening and in turn being listened to.
When you’re dialing 6 numbers just to hang up the phone Driving across town just to see if she’s home Waking a friend in the dead of the night Just to hear him say its gonna be alright When you’re finding things to do not fall asleep Cause you know she will be there in your dreams That’s when she’s more than a memory.